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Friday, December 17, 2010
Away from your heart.

The previous post wasn't an emo one.I was just typing it out for the sake of the Tumblr challenge i'm doing.Anyway it's been an awesome week with all that shopping and drama in between.Went down for an interview yesterday @ION.If everything goes well, i'll be contacted in the next 5 days if not, imma go look for another job.Was called down for another interview @Jurong today but unfortunately, since i'm waiting for the reply, i turned down that interview.

After that interview, went down for shopping with my friend @Orchard, duh! Haha, and seriously, the amount of money i spent yesterday left me satisfied on one hand but at the same time, sad cas i'm close to being broke.Don't ask me how much i spent.It's not good to have ION, 313, Orchard Central, Paragon, Wisma, Ngee Ann City, The centrepoint all in one area.Sigh i'm not going to shop for another one month, hopefully.But it feels good when you're in a bad mood and you need to spend money to get rid of that matter that's weighing on your mind, no?

Anyway i think i've been doing fine.Why should i cry, torture myself over you, someone who is no longer worth it? What S says is right, i should move on, i should get myself back on track and prove it to you that i can survive without you.I did it in the past so easily so what is it that is stopping me now."When god closes a door, he opens another." But what scares me is the fact that you'll come back, someday.You do that always and this time around it wouldn't be an exception, right? Since both of us are not willing to confess so why hold on.Doesn't make sense, right? [/Edited: I'm still thinking of you.I miss you so much.]

I know i sound so emo but this is it ok.I'll never think or talk about you ever again.My #Xmaswish is to get over you and start life anew :) Imma happy girl now! The clock shows 7:03PM and i should be going out but sigh, i ended up spending such a large amount yesterday that i've lost the mood to go out now.Feels boring staying at home with absolutely nothing to do.And oh, N'Level results out today.I hope everyone did well? Haha.Omg, next month is the release of O'Level results.I've planned out what imma do.If my results are alright, i'll opt for Poly/ Shatec if not i'll opt to re-take.I know certificates means a lot when it comes to employment and i don't wish to be counted as not up to expectations just cas of one certificate so i might as well re-take.Private O's please.I don't wish to have regrets, as simple as that.Sigh, bored to tears!

I'll just end here, xo.


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