This sounds mad i know but i just deleted off my old posts yet again.I feel that i've too many memories that i need to delete off my mind thus my first step would be to delete off those posts and start life anew.I'm gonna face the harsh reality that you and i don't belong together.I wanna be a brand new person when year 2011 begins.I wanna put aside everything.
To side-track, been doing some intensive job hunt online since an hour ago, hah.I'm finally woken up from my long-term dream that my savings are not gonna last.By next month i'll be broke thus the need to find a job and perhaps, to occupy myself and get myself back on track! You know i'm kind of, somehow, starting to like you :) But i don't feel like telling you anything cas of my huge pride.Sucks! Am i going to let my happiness slip away from my hands again? I don't know, i don't wish to but we'll see.Why did you have to tell me whatever that has been on your mind? Sigh.You should have kept your feelings to yourself.
Anyway end here, imma get back to my job hunt and blackshot! I actually did resort to playing blackshot after so long cas i feel so frustrated.Fyeah, blackshot ftw!