Many reasons to why imma say this is the worst Xmas! Firstly, i wanted to head down to the church but i didn't cas i went drinking last night and the hangover in the morning made me feel terrible thus i slept in till late noon.Secondly, i was alright till i came across certain stuffs related to you and i was immediately reminded of last Xmas.I still remember every single event that happened last year.Thirdly, every reason imma list down now is gonna be related to you.You know what? I don't know why i'm finding it this hard to actually get over you.Yes, each day i'm telling myself that i'll pull myself together and that everything'll be fine .. someday.But at the end of the day, i'm just deceiving myself, you know? Last Xmas .. i still remember everything.Thank you for such good memories.
Don't ask me how am i gonna celebrate my New year cas i'm seriously not in the mood.New year isn't gonna be an exception.That alone would remind me of you too.I miss you, you get that?! I'm not able to tell anything to you cas of the way we are right now.Yes, it was all my fault from the start.I was so slipshod towards this whole thing but now? Yes, i wanted a break-up but it was just out of anger? Looks like this really wouldn't work out.
Not emo but i just feel so down.I just miss you a lil too much today.I don't know what'll happen on Jan 17.That date marks one year, you know? Nvm .. this will be ok.Nothing lasts forever, right? This .. will be ok, someday.