You know what, i think being dramatic runs in my blood.Last night, wait, it was on Friday night when the worst took place.Something which i didn't anticipate.I just had to grab the courage to do it but i've hurt you a lot in the process of this break-up.I feel bad, i feel guilty.It was a case of do or die.I had to do it if not this would just drag on leaving us both hurt in the end.Since there's no point carrying this on further, why should we? Got myself mad drunk and true uh, drunken words are spoken by sober hearts.I told you everything that has been weighing on my mind.Yesterday marked 1 year of knowing you.Look at how fast time flies by and look at how we have ended up.Some people are meant to cross each others' paths but they're not meant to be together .. our fate is sealed.I miss you .. i'm sorry.
Not emo, just had to blog it out.This is my space after all.Already gone, promise in the dark, no more and you're not sorry has been on repeat for god knows how many hours.The clock shows 1:37AM.My body clock is fucking screwed.Sleeping at 5am+ doesn't feel good.I don't know what am i gonna do for New year.Drink and drop dead? OK NO just kidding about that.Marina bay/Vivo, Zirca/Attica or stay home party? I don't feel like celebrating cause everything reminds me of you.I remember the first day of year 2010.I still do.Memories break us.Sigh, instead of heading to the club, i should head down to the church.I want peace, i want to pray.But i don't know who to drag along with me, sigh.Maybe just by myself.
I should force myself to sleep now.This is like such an emo post, i don't like this.I wanna get my life back on track for your sake.You know the kind of feeling when you just wanna runaway and never face anyone? I wanna migrate.Ok end here, xo.