"I took your presence for granted but I always cared and I miss the love we shared." All i need is a slap to wake me up.I've been dreaming for too long.Dreams never come true, right? Dreams are the opposite of reality.So, this is how we're gonna be like, right? I want to say i'm done trying but i'm unable to do so.That's this part of me that still wants to hold on even though deep inside i know that this is the end.I never knew that when i asked for a break-up, i'd be the one in such misery.Everything that happened between us for the past 1 year is enough to kill me .. the memories.I'm running away .. somewhere far from this land.I don't wanna face anyone, i don't wanna face this world.Sigh, feeling emo.
The clock shows 12:27AM.Suppose to be turning in soon but i'm unable to do so.One is cas you're always on my mind.The other reason is tmr's the 10th which means that it's the release of O'Level results.I know i'm worrying too much but i can't help it.I know i should have more confidence in myself but sigh.If only you were here to encourage me like you did during my O'Level period.I miss you.
Work tmr at 1:30PM as usual.Feeling so sick.Hopefully my temperature goes down by tmr.Why am i so weak?! :( No, i'm turning up tmr.I'm not gonna quit this time around.No! Can't sleep tonight for sure.Sigh end here, xo.