So this is me swallowing my pride, standing in front of you saying i'm sorry for that night. And I'd go back to December all the time. It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you. Wishing that I'd realized what I had when you were mine. I'd go back to December, turn around and make it alright. I very much love this song by Taylor swift cause it portrays how i'm feeling right now.December is also when i got to know you, remember? So, in other words, it very much suits our situation.
It's 51 minutes past 1am.I'm suppose to be turning in soon but look at what i'm doing.I don't understand why my body clock is this screwed.Sore throat is still killing me.Medicine ain't helping at all.At this rate, i think, i'll somehow overdose on my medicine, hah! Ok hell no, jk about that.Bored to tears.Headed for shopping in the afternoon.Town > Bugis! And yay to my new clothes.Finally.Been doing blog shopping these days and i'm spending way too much money.At this rate, my bank account savings would have depleted and i'd be broke at the end of the month.
Did a bit of Trigo earlier on.Till now i still don't understand angle of elevation and angle of depression.Confusing much :/ I hate Emath! Why am i even re-taking when i don't have the confidence, hais.Grr, i hate this.Gonna leave this blog to die till i find something to blog about.Lazy to resize photos and upload 'em.4 good months of holiday has made me lazier than usual.End here, xoxo.
[/Edited: Gotta be up at 8am tmr since i've my training on at 11am.Yes, 11am in the morning.Grr, drives me mad to know i gotta wake up so early.I think i'm never gonna recover.So, anyway, Twitter has been gettin' on my nerves since last night.I'm unable to post anything.Well, only in the morning i'm able to and then it screws up somehow towards the night.49 minutes past 8pm.I feel so weak.Porridge plus medicine every single day.How worse can my life get? And plus, under the sweltering heat, i may just end up fainting due to lack of nutrition or energy.Suppose to go Nex today but considering the fact that i'm dying, i should just stay home uh.Drank last night, quite a lot i should say.WHY AM I LIKE THIS?!?! I wanna change.I wanna be a better person, can? Sigh fml.I wanna go and drown my sorrows .. yet again.Why? Why are you putting me thru this, mister?]