I no longer know where to start.I no longer dread each day but i dread the thought of what might come up next.I'm worried.I'm worried that one day you'll come back again.This time around, i'm dead bent, on getting over this whole thing and moving on with life.Grant me that wish, will you? You'll get someone better, someone who'll treasure you and perhaps, treat you better than i did.I've always believed that there was some kind of affinity between us because each time we drifted apart, something always brought us together again but this incident, has proved otherwise.You and i are not meant to be together.
Leaving that aside, time's going past real fast.On one hand, i'm pretty excited to start school but on the other hand, of course, i do dread the whole thing about attending school again.We, humans, are never satisfied with what we have, right? Just attended an interview earlier on at @FEP and gosh, am i lucky or what? I got employed on the spot and i'll be starting on the 15th this month.This time around, i've pretty much set my mind on enduring anything that's gonna pose as a hurdle.But, is it fate that i'm always allocated to some place around Orchard? Grr.Wanted to head to OSF but i totally forgot :( Ooh, there goes my chance of shopping this week.And, with the weather acting like such a bitch, i no longer dare head to Town.The heat at Town was exceptionally unbearable today, trust me.
To side-track, my horoscope for this month pretty much caught my eyes."Things're heating up on the romantic front! Singles can expect to be asked out on a date! You may even find yourself stepping into a new relationship! Don't get too carried away by the excitement of being with someone new though, and keep your feet on the ground." Haha, whatever! The clock shows 6:54PM.I really wanna get some shut-eye .. yes, at this hour.Dying from lack of sleep, hais.And adult fare .. omg.But, something seriously left me wondering earlier on.Despite cab fares being high (actually not that high), we still use that as our mode of transport from one location to another but once we reach the age to use adult fare, we'll go wth #SoSingaporean.Hah! But seriously, what is so good about using the bus/Mrt as your mode of transport? No seats, everyone's pushing, no one moves in and on top of that, you get to meet all sorts of people who'd seriously get on your nerves.
Nothing to do.I feel so tired.I'm about to die, seriously.Anyway end here, xoxo :)