When a girl is silent, that’s pretty dangerous. She’s either over thinking, tired of waiting, about to blow, lonely, needs a hug, falling apart or crying inside. and most probably all of those above. - via beautyofphrases @tumblr.I want to stay away from this space, from the outside world for some time.I guess it's gonna take a lot for me to move on.I chose this decision after pondering over it for some time and i hope i made the right decision.Moving on would do you and me good.Since it's not working out, why carry on? Work, my priority for now.Call this running away from reality but i no longer have the strength to face up to all this that has been going on.
When we first met, you really did catch my attention.You were special.You were one of a kind who simply stood out from all the other guys i knew.That was one reason why you actually won over my heart and my trust but over time, i came to realise that we were better off as friends.All our quarrels over trivial matters only proved that we're not meant for each other.I know that the course of true love never did run smooth but seriously, if this is how we're gonna be like, then i see no point in carrying this on further.It'll only result in both parties getting hurt.Our r/s itself shouldn't even have started in the first place.It was a mistake.I made a wrong decision a year back, on the 17th Jan 2010.I shouldn't have chose you over him.I chose to sacrifice a guy who is better than you in terms of everything.I chose to hurt someone who always made me happy.
Feeling rather sick for the past few days and yet i'm reminded of you.Remember how you used to get me orange juice and home-made red bean soup whenever my glucose level was on the low side? You very well know how much i hated red bean soup but for the sake of my health, you'll come up with all kinds of reasons to force it down on me.I still get the concern from everyone else now that i am sick but it doesn't feel the same.I miss that one month which was filled with pure happiness.Only during that short period of time, i came to realise how simple life could be but yet you can be happy.
I always thought after this has ended for good, i could move on and start life anew but i'm unable to do so.How am i to move on when every single thing reminds me of how we used to be? How can i move on when i can't even control my tears? Call this running away from reality, call this being silly but i'm seriously gonna switch off my hand phone and stay away from the outside world for some time.I need a break.