This doesn't feel real.I wish i was still stuck in a dream.I don't wish to face reality.I'm not prepared to face reality.Can i continue running away? Hais, this feeling pretty much sucks.It's 26 minutes past 1am and i'm actually sitting down here, thinking about how we used to be.I wish someone could knock some sense into me.But, someday, i'll be fine.Everything'll be fine.
Leaving that aside, i'm pretty much losing the mood to re-take Emath.My confidence level is at its lowest but it's a decision i made, all by myself, with confidence that i can make it or at least, i'll try to make it.I shouldn't be giving up at this moment, right? I hate this, i hate this! I wanna runaway and never return back to face everything.I shouldn't have gotten myself into this, it's my fault.I should simply stop talking about this.Grr.
I wanna go shopping! The satisfaction i get from spending money is irreplaceable.Was blog shopping earlier on and damn, too many clothes caught my eyes.Money, please drop from the sky, will you? ;) Haha.I wonder why, why that piece of dress from OSF is OOS.Sadgirl94.Was trying to do some Trigo but seriously, my mind is somewhere else to concentrate on Emath right now.Vday is just a day away and i'm avoiding that person at this hour.Why am i so fickle-minded? Why? "Life will get better, it definitely will!" - Inner self.Hais, lemme end here.