Inspired by @Dorothy to blog at this hour, lol.A short update before i begin my tertiary education.Initially i was feeling the excitement about starting school and such but eventually the excitement dies off and now i'mslightly more worried about my O'Levels.I think this stress that i'm facing now would drive me to my grave.Not that i mean to be really pessimistic or what but sometimes, i can't help but let my thoughts run wild.I'm really feeling stressed, i need to let this out and i finally did in the hope of feeling better but no, i don't.How am i gonna make it? I shall keep this for my private blog.
Almost over.Tmr is Monday, the start of school.I gotta be up at 5am, no joke.I'm gonna be having no life for the next 6 months or at least till both my O'Level papers are over.Sucks, i just hope i don't end up making empty promises.I simply regret not putting in that 101% effort for my Emath last year.IF i could turn back time, i promise i would.Or at least i could have retained in Sec 3 but too bad, just my luck! Sigh, no point talking about the past yeah.No mood, nothing.I'm feeling rather tired, physically and mentally drained.But no matter what happens, life still goes on? Haha, cliche.
Now leaving that aside, i'm feeling rather stupid.I'm still thinking about you, thinking about how we could have been.Last year, this time, we were still happy, remember? :) I still do remember every single detail.I miss us.Is there by any chance you'll come back again? I know i should stop holding on to something that'll never work out but how the fuck am i to get myself to let go of someone like you, someone whom i loved so much? I miss you a lot, xoxo.