Deleted my previous post because i felt like doing up another proper post before i go missing again.Two weeks of school down and surprisingly i was able to force myself out of bed to attend school every single day without fail.I could hardly keep my eyes open at school though.Sleeping at 2am and waking up around 4.30am ain't cool.What is making everything even more dreadful is the fact that i always fall asleep in the bus on the way back home.Sigh, fuck my life.I really am feeling all drained.I hate Wednesdays, we end at 6pm and by the time i reach home, it's already 8pm.Sigh, i've no time for social life at all.
Leaving that aside, my modules are alright except for Office Applications which actually is easy to score but considering the fact that i'm so not into using Microsoft word and excel, i'm gonna really have to work hard for this module.Only 2 weeks and i'm already feeling drained.How am i to survive for the next 2 years? I'm not even able to do any revision for my Emath and Econs.I think i'm gonna fail again, fml.I'm trying to have some confidence in myself but somehow i can't help but have really negative thoughts.
My relationship life is forever in a mess.I really miss you.I could do with your encouragement but i really don't wish to disturb you.I was suppose to move on and i was suppose to stay away from you till you give me up but i really am missing your presence.I'm not even able to delete all your messages.Haha, i feel stupid.But, IF i could have you back once again, i promise not to take you for granted but what's the point of having regrets now when i've lost you for good, right? I thought with school and everything, i'll somehow forget you and get used to your absence but now that school has started, the more i think i need you by my side.Sigh, sucks to be me! I nearly accepted him but you know, no one can ever replace you.I don't wish to hurt him also, i can't love another guy just yet.I know, i used to play around a lot last time but now .. sigh, people do change, i guess.I wish i could have you back, i wish.
I don't know when i'll have the time to update again.Hopefully i'm not gonna let this blog die or something.Anyway shall end here and get back to doing my OFA assignment! Looking forward to the 14th of May, haha.End here, xoxo.