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Friday, July 15, 2011

Crawling back to you.

Blogging after quite a number of days.I'm still in my holiday mood.Fuck, my next break is around September and it's only 2 weeks.God, what the fuck am i to do with just 2 weeks? Maaan, this is the limit i swear.I can't wait to graduate or wait, i can't wait to be done with my O's! Being a private O'Level candidate and doing an ITE course at the same time is no fun.Too much to absorb, too little time.And i just got reminded my 2 module examinations are in September which is about 1.5 months away.I'm really scared i'll screw up big time.

On the other hand i wanna fucking pass my Emath and get out of ITE.Can't stand it anymore.Project stress, fml.I've the best group mates, trust me *shakes head* Fuck, i feel as though imma working with 2 year old kids.C'mon, you're 18.Be at least a bit responsible.Don't be all words.I swear i'd shove a fucking banana down your fucking throat.Fed-up.But can i get a C6 for Emath? I'm really scared.I wanna get out but i don't know.Should i stay on for the two years and get the Higher nitec certificate? I don't know, freaking confused.I think i need counselling, lol.

Awesome weather to sleep in but i fucking can't as long as my hand phone is beside me.I know it's Friday and i know i should be partying but i wanna stay home and catch up on my sleep and recover asap so stop calling me out to clubbing or drinking, argh.Sigh, fucking sleepy but i can't sleep.I've only about 3 months left before my 2 O'Level papers.This is the time when i should really be doing a lot of Emath.Sigh.Imma seriously work hard.No matter how tired i am or no matter how late it is, i'm gonna make it a habit to do Emath every night without fail.I NEED TO.Sigh sadgirl94.

Anyway i guess i shall end here.This weekend is gonna be no fun.Gotta work on my Emath, Econs, Bev case study and Cmb role play script.Ahh, how fun! 17 and life sucks, fml.Guess i better get back to my work.Would blog again ... when i've the time, xoxo.

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