I'm hating life. I wanna just quit school. The pressure from school is setting in and i can no longer take it. The last week of the sem, 3 days of school left. I am really worried about my Cmb and Bev. I no longer have the strength to just hang in there. I am missing him so badly. Like you know, i want to just runaway from reality. Just sleep for a long time. I want to just avoid reality because it hurts real badly without you here. I understand you're tied down by work there but sometimes ... i don't know. I can no longer cope with this stress, i can't do this anymore. I hate falling in love, i hate this cycle.