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Thursday, September 29, 2011

Major disappointment. My results for sem 1 are a major disappointment. I did fine wit 3B(s) and a D though but i'm just not convinced that those are my results. I didn't want such fine results then it would make it difficult for me to leave school half-way. Ah ok, fuck this life. Now leaving ITE would be a real task. Forget it, forget it.

Received a message in the early afternoon which got me sort of pissed. I mean, do i fucking look like i came up with the blog layout for ITE? How would i know where exactly to check the results? I mean yes, i know because of my friends who are from ITE and i've seen them checking it but still, try to find it before asking for help, yeah? You're 18 not some 8 year old kid whom i've to help in every single thing. Argh.

On another note, i want baby to call me todaaay. It's been ages since i had a good never-ending conv with him, haha. I just talked to him last night though with our conv totally not making sense. I love him :> And i know he's the only one who can make me feel better now, sigh. xx.

4:23 pm: I hate how i'm so indecisive. It's a decision concerning my future and yet i can't make a decision, sigh. Anyway i guess i'm quite done with thinking. I might just stay on in ITE. Modules for next sem are out. AS, PMS, Writing for biz and SE. Looking at it, i'm only left with about 12 months in ITE. The last 6 months should be IA if i'm not wrong. I might as well stay on? What baby said is true. I can't choose whom i wanna work with in the future. I've to put up with the most inconsiderate people, that's life. Ah ok, fuck it. I'm staying. I'm Rina. I'll prove to people i can do well in ITE. Fyeah \m/

Layout credits @ 16th day :)