This post was to be published last night but i totally forgot because baby called me. All was well. For the first time i called that idiot out because i wanted to meet him before my holidays end and i get all busy with the new sem but he took it all in a playful manner and irritated the shit out of me. Like thank you so much for that. Now i'll never call you out ever again. To think i made so much effort just to end up getting all disappointed. You know what? I hate you. Now what? I can't be bothered shit about the fact that the last time i met you was in July. Fuck that. I'm going drinking on Friday. I can enjoy even without you. Fuck you. Fuck everything. Fuck life.

It drives me mad. It feels like a long-distance relationship though we both live in Singapore. Why? Because you're tied down by work and i try to keep myself busy with school. I am trying to understand your situation because i don't wanna be labelled as an unreasonable girlfriend. But, sometimes, i just wanna meet you and no one else, you get it? Nah, just forget it all. Forget i asked you out. Forget that i wanted to watch the movie badly with you. Forget every shit okay. I hate you, i fucking hate you. I'm just fed-up with everything, with life and with all the unnecessary attention i get from other guys. I just wanna fucking runaway.