2:45 am: Tried to sleep but i failed. Tried to do some Emath but i failed. Sigh, been thinking too much for the past few nights. I'm so tired. I wish baby could call me right now. Talking to him would make me feel so much better though he can irritate the hell out of me. That's what makes him so special. Talked to him earlier on. I can't bring myself to tell him what's going on in my mind right now. I don't wish to let him down. Ah, i don't know. I'm just not looking forward to Monday.
Suppose to get my contact lenses tmr but IF i'm not going back on Monday then there's no point doing so. Adding on, i'm rather worried that my eye infection might come back again. Argh, i really don't know what am i gonna do! I'm so confused, lost. Sigh, another sleepless night. Good night, xx.