Two negatives make a positive. Hah, sounds so much like Math, right? Probably only you could come up with such a logic even when love is concerned. I don't know what's wrong with you. Why can't you just get over everything and simply move on with life? I know it's never easy to forget someone but why get a substitute for her? Deep inside you know it's not gonna work out then why..? You know the chances of us getting together is zero then why even try this hard? Even if i was single and even if i had never met a guy like him, i still would never consider you. You can't force love, no.
I find it so annoying. If treating you as a good friend is wrong then this time around i'm walking away for good. I want to be there for you as a good friend but if you insist on taking this friendship to the next level then i'm afraid it's impossible for me to even consider you as a friend. I'm just sick and tired of explaining this to you a million times. I wanna be as direct as possible but i don't wanna come down hard on you. Why complicate things? I don't wanna mess things up between me and him. He trusts me more than anyone else and i don't wish to betray his trust for another guy. I'm learning to be a better person, i'm taking all the efforts so please don't mess it up. On another note, i wish i had not met a guy like you. Off to private blog, xx.