My brains cells are all dead from doing Emath almost for the whole day. I want to fucking die right now. My paper is like next month and i'm fucking lost. I can't even do a simple Mensuration question, how?! Fuck my life. Looks like i'm gonna get F9 .. gonna kill myself. Damn, noo! Heck no. I wanna pass my Emath and get out of ITE. Get out of College West. I wanna go somewhere far from this place, from this school. I need at least a C5 please /: Gonna burn the midnight oil for the next one month even if it means skipping school.
This post isn't even required but i just needed to let it all out. Baby is probably asleep and i don't wanna disturb him. Knn, i just feel so stressed now. I forgot what's an arc, da fuck? The simplest shit in geometry please. I wanna die. Why am i not good at Emath, why?! Damn. It's 1:36 am and i'm stressing myself over this shit. And the best part is, i can't even understand Vectors. Not even the simplest concept of Vectors please. It's like some fucking alien concept to me. Fuuuuuck.
And fuck the fact that i'm always suffering from insomnia. I wanna sleep but i can't. I wanna study but fuck, i can't concentrate. Argh. New sem starting soon. Can i just say that i'm not looking forward to school? I wanna quit and get out of here. Ah, fuck this. I'm out, xx.