Just when i was thinking of the worst, things got better. I'm just glad the worst is over. What makes me more happier is the fact that i didn't give up on the whole relationship. If i had given up, i'd have a lifetime full of regrets. Gotta thank the people who kept me going during this period. Getting drunk and acting all like a mad person, damn. I'm just glad i survived. I went for a month without talking to you and it's a surprise that i survived. God, thank you so much. You probably heard my prayers. I know i'd do fine with your blessings. I'm just glad i had you by my side. Amen.
Long night calls again, i love this. Was suppose to have a good sleep last night but damn, i got disturbed by so many stupid messages. Wassup with people who message me at 10am in the morning. Are you kidding me? And then if there's no reply within 5 mins, i receive another message asking "are you busy?" I received 3958348 messages just from one guy this morning. I was so pissed, damn. I wanted to curse and swear. What made me even more angry was his English or more like short-forms. Is it that difficult to spell out the word didn't? Wtf is didt?! I mean, i'm not saying my English is oh-so-awesome but c'mon, the way you type out your messages can drive anyone mad. And what's with the 5 minutes frequency? I mean, isn't it fucking obvious that i'm still asleep? Just because you start work in the morning doesn't mean everyone else has gotta wake up. And my 5 minutes late reply doesn't mean that i'm dead or what shit. You don't have to send me another message asking whether i'm still there. The more you irritate the shit out of me, the more late my replies would be. And your first question ... if i could murder without bearing any consequences, i'd gladly murder you. LIKE SERIOUSLY WHO THE FUCK GOES AROUND ASKING ANOTHER PERSON WHETHER THEY'RE HANDSOME OR NOT IN THE MORNING?! I mean, there's a time to ask such stupid questions. Just not in the morning when i'm still asleep. Shit, i swear i don't wanna blog about this because after all he's a friend to me but i'm just so ... fed-up with this fella. I could type out some long shit essay like message to him right now about his language and how annoying he is but i'd feel so mean doing that /: But seriously i hope he gets off my back. I had enough with this guy. So annoying man. I don't know how your friends look at this matter but i find it annoying when someone messages me every 5 mins just cause i don't reply. I mean, heck yes, my phone is always right beside me but that doesn't mean my replies are gonna be in a second or some shit alright. I've my work to complete too. Ain't so free to entertain you. Lack of sleep = grumpy me. Why? I was just getting to sleep at 6am and then ... damn. I should seriously learn to switch off my phone before i head to sleep. Argh, even now i'm trying my best to sleep but the messaging never stops. May God bless this guy. If you wanna message, at least use proper English, please? Use short-forms but don't use short forms which probably no one would understand except yourself. What's with the short-form grl? Is it so difficult to type out that letter i? Is it gonna take you your whole life to type out the letter i? Seriously? And what's with the short-form cum for come? I mean ... cum? Wtf do i take that as? That you're feeling all horny? Or it was just a short-form? SERIOUSLY CUM? C'mon, "come" is just 4 letters. Would it kill you to type that out? Please, please don't put me through this torture. Can stand anything but not the damage done to English.
Such a long post. Damn, just to vent it all out. Time is running out. I have to start on my Econs soon. I've over 8 chapters probably but i still refuse to get started on any shit this holiday. I'm just .. sick and tired of studying, lol. Almost 2 more weeks left. That leaves me with almost a month to O's. Fvck my life. Guess i shall end here, xx. Love looks not with the eyes, but with the mind; And therefore is winged Cupid painted blind.
- William Shakespeare