3 more days.
Another month is about to begin in another 3 days' time. Time is going past real fast and before i realise it, it'd be new year. All i'm praying for now is that i get the chance to spend my new year with baby. I wanna welcome the new year with him, pretty pls. Christmas is also around the corners. Leaving all that aside, sat for my Emath paper 2 today. The paper was a real killer. Tougher than last year's paper. I guess my batch was lucky but still i screwed up big time last year where paper 2 was considered. I seem to have a love-hate relationship with paper 2. When i'm doing my tys i've no problems but when i'm sitting for a major examination, my mind goes blank. Oh, fuck this shit. I'm over and done with Emath. Never touching Emath again, never. I'll burn my tys. But you know, i actually passed my Paper 1 this year, hahaha! Awesome but i screwed up paper 2, i think. Remaining paper would be Econs paper 1 on the 15th of Nov. God, why do i have to wait that long just for a MCQ paper? But that doesn't mean i can party now. A bloody 40 marks or whatever it is graded upon can determine my grade between a B3 and B4.Leaving that aside, had some last minute plans to go Avalon today but fuck, i'm just so lazy these days to club or anything. I just wanna sleep. Been losing out so much on sleep cause of this bad nightmare i've been having for over a week. Sucks to be me. Feeling all sick and tired now. Losing my voice again, oh fuck. On another note, i am missing baby a lot. It's been 3 months since i last met him. Oh god, this is torture. I swear the next time i meet him i ain't letting him go. Can i just marry him alrdy? At least then i'd get to see him everyday. I've just realised how much i love you. So much. I don't even know why. You're just amazing boy. I've never felt this way before. I've never seen the need to change for any other guy in my life before, never. All the other boys don't matter in your presence. I'm surprised that we've come this far. I got to know you in February. It all started off as being normal friends. I'm just glad we ended up this way. I've never regretted knowing you. Heh, i love you baby! Xx.