I probably would be off to my private blog after this. Today is probably what i call my worst Sunday. Stayed home the whole day because i'm so sick that i can't even drag myself out of the bed. I've lost my voice. I can't do any shit right now. All i probably wanna do is sleep. Getting all cranky these days because of baby. I get all cranky when i miss him and i very much hate it. I wanna just talk to him so badly now and meet him and spend the whole night with him, just him and me. I just miss him so badly. I really admire all those couples who are in a long-distance relationship. So much goes into maintaining a long-distance relationship. Trust, loyalty and everything else. I wish we could meet often just like what any other couples do. I wanna be an unreasonable girlfriend and throw tantrums when we don't get to meet each other but in a relationship, understanding is very important and i understand that the end of the year is approaching and you're tied down by a lot of work now. But sometimes i wish we could be like any other couple, meeting often and such. Sigh. Baby, i miss you a lot.
I've not said anything the whole day. Good thing i'm down with a bad sore throat if not my mum would have assumed something is wrong with me. Sigh. I wanna just meet him now, like now! I wish i could. Might have to wait till December before i can meet him again and it's killing me. It sucks. Can i just sleep till then? Sigh, i just miss you a lot. A lot. Off to my private blog, xx.