Hi. I typed a whole lot of shit but i erased everything off because it's just getting a tad too personal and i don't want to type anything out here. My life is in a fucking mess. I am a fucking mess myself. Losing interest in sch. We both are falling apart. Maybe you might not have sensed it or maybe i'm just too paranoid but what do you expect me to think when we don't even spend quality time together? I miss the old you. I miss the old us. We used to talk every other night without fail, remember? Oh well, i don't know what has happened. You claim to still love me a lot but i don't know baby .. i don't know shit.
8:12 pm: Another update on whatever shit that is running through my mind at this hour when i'm actually suppose to be working on my SVE script. I'm quite a hopeless case right now. Whatever baby told me the other day didn't fucking sink into my head and now i'm back to the whole i'm gonna quit sch shit. Seriously i ain't kidding. I'm losing interest in every shit that's related to sch. If i quit sch i'll opt to do private dip and take up a part-time job. Why does baby think it's a bad idea? I just say i wanna leave sch and not stop studying right?! I'm fucking sick and tired. Like why not just gimme that support...? I know i'll be graduating in another 38472847 months but still, oh well fuck this shit. I'm out, xx.