Not even suppose to be blogging now. Stuck with a whole lot of shit to complete. Left with just 1 week, sigh.
Tmr's the 31st. It feels like 2011 just started yesterday. Just like any other years, 2011 had its ups and downs. I went through shit, i got up and i moved on. To tell the truth, 2011 has given me some awesome memories that i'd never be able to forget. I admit things got rather messed up but life still goes on. Getting my O'Level results, starting my tertiary education in ITE, pursuing something that has always been my passion since young, re-taking my O'LevelEmath, meeting a guy who changed my life for good and then losing him and falling for another guy whom i'm afraid to lose now. This basically sums up my year 2011.
17 years of life has passed by so fast. Next year i'll be finally 18. Should i be happy that i'll finally be legal? I really don't know. As i grow older, life gets tougher and tougher. Each day seems like a struggle. What keeps me going are the people around me. A whole bunch of friends i'm so close to, Meowg and my Prince. If not for them i'm sure i wouldn't have made it this far.
Leaving all that aside, i met a guy who actually changed my life for good but some people enter your life just to teach you a lesson. He stood by me through my darkest moments and the fact that i don't have him by my side this new year breaks my heart. My love life is always messed up. But i'm glad to have found my Prince. I don't know what year 2012 is going to bring but i never wanna lose this guy. Spending 11/11/2011 with him. Might not be anything special to some people but to me it means a lot cause that night brought us closer to each other ♥ If not for that night we wouldn't have gotten so close. I wouldn't have known that there's someone else out there who cares so much about me. I love this boy, xx.
Leaving all that aside, 2012 is also gonna have its ups and downs but i know things will be fine as long as i hang in there without giving up. New year resolutions? I give up on making them since i don't even follow them.
Though even thinking on the subject of time may prove discomforting, it is not a bad idea—especially at the beginning of a new year. As we look into 2012 we look at a block of time. We see 12 months, 52 weeks, 365 days, 8,760 hours, 525,600 minutes, 31,536,000 seconds. And all is a gift from God. We have done nothing to deserve it, earn it, or purchased it. Like the air we breathe, time comes to us as a part of life. The gift of time is not ours alone. It is given equally to each person. Rich and poor, educated and ignorant, strong and weak—every man, woman and child has the same twenty-four hours every day. Another important thing about time is that you cannot stop it. There is no way to slow it down, turn it off, or adjust it. Time marches on. And you cannot bring back time. Once it is gone, it is gone. Yesterday is lost forever. If yesterday is lost, tomorrow is uncertain. We may look ahead at a full year’s block of time, but we really have no guarantee that we will experience any of it. Obviously, time is one of our most precious possessions. We can waste it. We can worry over it. We can spend it on ourselves. Or, as good stewards, we can invest it in the kingdom of God. The new year is full of time. As the seconds tick away, will you be tossing time out the window, or will you make every minute count? - Unknown.