Hi, new life. No more emo me. No more emo posts. No more crying myself to sleep at night. No more waiting for your calls or messages. I grabbed the courage and ended it all. What's the point when i've this bad feeling that we're not gonna go far? You tried your best to change but once you've decided to head in that path, it's not easy to get back to leading a normal life. I hope when you're out after serving your time you'd turn over a new life and find someone who would appreciate you, perhaps more than me. I can't do anything more but i'll pray for you. That's the least i can do as a friend now. Blame me, blame me all you want. But the distance between us is increasing each day. It's better we end it all than dragging it further and let it hurt both of us in the end. Thanks for the 4 months. The best 4 months of my life.
A lot of people around me always ask why i always don't last in my relationships. It's not my fault. Certain things are not meant to last. Certain people come into your life just to teach you a lesson. I'm not gonna deny. I admit i played the field once. It's nothing new. It's not an easy world out there. You're going to meet all sorts of people. In relationships, friendships or even, your own workplace/school. Shit happens but life still goes on. I wouldn't dare say i'm not sad. Yes, i'm a lil bit sad over this break up. First time i ever cried over a guy. But i'm perfectly fine now. What Prince says is true. Nothing is ever gonna change by me crying and torturing myself. I've to move on, that's life for you. Perhaps i'm moving on too fast.
Single life is gonna be awesome though i feel that this status is gonna be for a very short period of time ;) Haha, i love my prince! Okay, shut up Rina. I don't seem like a person who had a break up uh? I was mad happy today! Having helluva fun at JP with my bitch and Prince was annoying me on the phone. Annoying ass, haha. Lovin' that boy's presence. See? This is what keeps me going. I've an awesome bunch of friends and an awesome Prince right beside me. I don't need anything or anyone else now. Okay, i don't wanna reveal anything else now. Let's hope everything goes well then i'll reveal everything, heh! ;)
Monday tmr! Follow-up with Chelsea for Church issues. Meeting my bitch later on in the afternoon to fix my fringe. Movie with my bitch on Tuesday. Hopefully meeting my Prince on Wednesday for our proper date, hahahachey! Clubbing on Thursday, oh yes paaaarty. Gonna have an awesome week. Third week shall be dedicated to WRB assignment. Stupid report, i don't know where to start eh, die. Gonna be away from blogging for some time too unless i've something to blog about. On the other hand, i feel like starting a new blog and keep this blog just to look back on memories. Hm, shall consider. End here, xx.