No mood for school anymore. All my motivation to attend school is gone. Second warning letter for s&w, attendance is apparently like shit. IF i end up getting debarred from my exams for this sem then what's the point of attending classes anymore? I might as well just drop-out of ITE and do private diploma. If baby comes to know about my second warning letter he is sure to be so disappointed. He was alrdy disappointed when i received my first warning letter and now the second one? "Rina, stop screwing up." I know i've screwed up big time and i regret it so much. From my O'Levels to my ITE life - i screwed up every shit.
What is making me breakdown is the fact that you're not here for me when i need you the most. Just what the fuck are you so busy with? I give up trying, i give up. You know what? Do whatever you want. Work all you want. If making money is more impt than your girlf then go ahead. I hate you, David Suren. I hate you so much. Fuck my life.