First post of the year. I really am worried about how this year is gonna be like. Studies and everything else, oh mai lord. I don't know how i'm gonna survive the last few months of my year 1 life. And then it'll be year 2 of my ITE life. Fast, right? Feels like just yesterday i stepped into ITE. I don't know whether i'm gonna end up dropping out or not. So much on my mind right now. I'm praying for the best for my O'LevelEmath results. Imma really try appealing this time around. I don't wanna stay on in ITE anymore. Had a dream last night about my results. I actually passed you know but i know i wouldn't have fared that well. My Emath ... gone. I'm not kiddin'. Sigh, almost 9 more months in ITE before IAP. I know it'd be a waste if i quit now but i don't think i can get through year 2, seriously no.
Maybe if you were here you'd have pushed me to carry on but sigh. To side-track, working on my AS report now and nothing i do seems to be working. Procrastination at its best. I can't get started on any shit. After a whole night of burning the midnight oil i've only completed the cover and content page. How ah like that? Meeting my classmate for discussion tmr. Done with the slides but the report ... sigh. My creative juices ain't flowing. Damn this shit. Can i pay someone to do this for me? I'm practically dozing off right now, again. My body clock is so fucking screwed. I probably need 3943948 months to adjust back to school life. I NEED MY NEXT HOLIDAYS NOW.
Don't think i can even get my report done by today. I'm so sleepy. Like so fucking tired pls. How the fuck am i to wake up at 8 am tmr just to head to the library for this project discussion? Oh mai lord, bless me. Library and me? Meh, fuck that shit. I guess i'll blog later, xx.