A quick update before i get all busy again with work. Wanted to blog so badly for the past few weeks but damn, been stuck at work. Loving my job at the Loft cafe. I get to work with an awesome bunch, what else can i ask for? ;) Work is the only thing i can use to avoid reality - to run away from all my relationship problems. Quite a number of things have happened.
Sometimes i ask myself, do i really have to go through all this? I'm 18 this year. I'm suppose to be partying away this year but i've created such a big mess for myself. I really don't know what else to do. I'm trying my best to stay away from you but it doesn't seem to work. Why can't you understand that you can find a better girlf? He is back in my life again and with him around, i definitely can't accept any other guy. Just as i thought things were finally getting back on track, shit happens again.A few days back, i received an unexpected call from him. After that night he went missing, AGAIN. What do you expect me to do now? I really am confused. I'm so tired. The kind of tired that sleep can't fix. Lord, gimme the strength to get through all this. I know you wouldn't pose a problem that is too hard to handle. It rains hardest on those who deserve the sun. I believe i would get through this. Jesus is there, amen.
School in about 2 weeks' time. New lecturers, new friends and a totally new environment. I'm rather nervous about the whole thing. 4:28 pm now and i'm so ... tired. It's been weeks since i had a good sleep. Work is draining all the energy out of me, le sigh. The only thing that keeps me going now is pay day! Gonna get inked with Tiana after pay day! ;) Excited much. Alright, guess i'll end here, x.