Woah! This blog is dying. Been busy w/ school. Third week of school begins tmr! School life IS awesome at SDH, i say! ;) Awesome clique and lecturers. Left the cafe after some issues. Maybe it's time i gave myself a break before i go job hunting again, haha. Missing the awesome bunch at the cafe though. I really don't know what to blog about anymore. Seem to have lost touch with the blogging world. 3:56 pm now. Trying my best to learn napkin folding, i've gotta teach 8 students during the practical lesson, imagine that? *fingers crossed* Praying for the best uh! Don't wanna teach them the wrong thing, le sigh.
Number has been going around again. Ah fuck, i think i know who is the culprit. This guy whom i've been talking to recently behaves exactly like Suren. The way he talks, the way he disturbs me and everything else reminds me of Suren, le sigh. It sucks to know that i'm still stuck in the past. I really don't know what to do, i'm lost. Can't things take a turn for the better? Maybe i should stop hoping for the best. I should just give up. I should just let go. I should just start pretending as though nothing ever happened between us. It's not gonna be easy but what other choices am i left with?
The other day at Alpha, we were discussing about having a guide book or maybe, we'll just label that as the Bible. Wouldn't it be awesome to have a guide book? Be it whether you're feeling indecisive or down, you can always refer back to the guide book and it'll show you which path to take. True enough, we'd start relying on it too often but wouldn't it be amazing to have one?