It's weird, don't you think so? We could talk for hours but now we barely exchange words. Even if we do, it's the usually hi-bye kinda conversation. I'm surprised as to how things have changed between us. I don't know where is my life heading towards but i'm doing perfectly fine. Even though there're times when i miss you a lot and there're nights when i cry myself to sleep, i should say i'm doing okay or well, maybe i'm just pretending? I don't know.
Please don't come back again to just gimme some hope and then leave again.. i can't take this shit anymore. The biggest mistake i probably ever did was to fall in love this hard but i promise i'll get up and move on. 9:04pm - I should be starting on my F&B revision and not blogging but well, i just gotta let this out. It's tiring to bottle up everything inside you. I guess this is it? I don't know. As much as i want you back, i know it's never possible between us again. I'm tired of fighting. I give up, I GIVE UP.