Another busy week ahead of me. Did i mention how much i am dreading school and the new week? Well, this sem pretty much sucks. Got to know about 3 projects just within the first week of school. I'm scared i'm gonna mess things up. I can't handle stress, no. I don't know when am i gonna have a nervous breakdown. Fuck this shit. To top it off, i don't get a shit about the IT module i'm doing this sem. From day 1, i don't understand a shit and i'm rather worried about it /: Oh boy, this sucks. I was so looking forward to school but now .. le sigh. I just can't wait to be done with this sem!
Gotta work on my project soon, real soon. I suck at being a group leader. Oh man, the amount of stress that a group leader has to face. I just wanna be done with this shit now. I'm gonna party like there's no tmr once i'm done with this sem. I'll burn my IT book. I need .. counselling. Oh well, just someone to talk to. Someone who could gimme the strength to hang in there. Someone like Suren .. did i just say that..? I still miss him. As long as he was there right by my side, i fought on no matter how difficult the situation got but now .. everything is gone. Lemme end this here. I don't wanna start this shit all over again.