Is it just me or is time really going past fast? About 12 more days in school before the last study break. Shit, i feel as though i just started my diploma course yesterday and i'm already about to graduate. I'm kinda clueless about what to do after graduation. Should i take a long break or should i take up a full-time job to support my clubbing and shopping needs? Lol, yeah that's how bad i am with money issues. I can't save. Pretty reluctant to take up a full-time job. I feel like i'm not prepared for it though i've taken up quite a number of F&B jobs. Argh, can i go back to being a kid again? I HATE GROWING UP SOMEHOW, FML.
Dental appointment tmr, i'm rather scared. This is like my first time in 18 years having a tooth extracted. I'll just pray that it'll all go smooth. I'M SCARED, WTF. Good thing's gotta be the fact that i can get to skip school and oh, there's no school on Friday so i can go party the night away. Eh, hopefully. No alcohol after getting le tooth extracted, FML AGAIN. Head's hurting like a bitch because of this goddamn son of a bitch toothache.
Gonna get started on some revision for Marketing module later on since i wouldn't be able to sleep. The pain's been kinda bad since last night and god knows why. Fuck this shit, fuck this toothache of mine. Did you really have to pick this month? Lemme side track, idk whether to get le cigarette pants from shoppmt. I'm not much of a pants/jeans person but this has been calling me since god knows when and it's only $29+ with registered postage so should i? Argh fuck, i hate this. I NEED TO SAVE.
This son of a bitch tooth is starting to ache again so lemme end here. No link i know but xx.
"Falling in love with someone is the surest highway to hurt that I know. When the door to love opens, the window to control closes. I have little power over my life as it is. The portal to pain is caring too deeply about anyone. That includes me, myself, and I. It’s scary to think I might never take a deep drink of forever love. Scarier to gag on yet another deception. Too many lies in this frozen world. And too few destined mergers of the heart." - Tumblr