Last one month in school and i've officially lost all mood in studying all thanks to accounting. I swear accounting's a killer. How do i even master accounting in a month? That's like freaking impossible. I probably need 28473947 years to even understand basic accounting. Had my first accounting CA today which is based on just 25 MCQ questions and i swear i kinda, or wait no, i totally freaked out. I really don't wanna get a D- or fail this module but i really don't know what else to do, le sigh.
Other than that, school has been fine with the usual bunch. Gonna miss the whole lot of them when i graduate. Good things do come to an end, yeah? Heh! Suppose to head to Avalon tmr with Dzaf and some of my ITE classmates but looks like i've gotta give it a miss since i'm kinda broke and i can't consume any alcohol because of this really bad tooth ache i've been having for the past 2 weeks or so. I mean, what's the point of heading down to a club when i can't consume any alcohol? Argh. I REALLY WANNA HEAD DOWN TO AVALON THOUGH, SHOULD I? Guess i shall just stay in and work on my Marketing project...argh yeah, fml.
Toothache's acting like a bitch today. Looks like i can't escape the whole extraction shit next week. The boy's like i gotta just get over and done with the extraction but i'm really scared of the pain. But i can't stand this toothache either. It's like this really bad pain that is causing me to have bad migraines too, sigh #ihateseptember
And damn, i'm gonna finally say this - I HATE DAVID SUREN. I hate how he is putting me through so much pain. Like wow, you really loved me, huh? Cut me some slack, will you? I'm just another girl, why do you even have such high expectations? I'd have gladly helped you but you ruined that chance yourself by shouting away on the phone like some fucking mad person. I don't remember you being like this back then. Why did you change into a completely different person? I'm so disappointed in you. I really don't know what else to do. I give up, i give up. For the love of god please stop this nonsense of yours and get on with your life, xx.
"I wish I could explain it so someone could understand it. I’m afraid it’s something I can’t put into words. There’s just this heavy, overwhelming despair - dreading everything. Dreading life. Empty inside, to the point of numbness. It’s like there’s something already dead inside. My whole being has been pulling back into that void for months." - Tumblr