I don't know why or how i always get myself into this mess. All i ever know now is i'm not ready for relationships, too much shit has happened over the past few months. I'm just kinda tired and i could do with a break, a long break. I really wanna get myself a job after graduation, save up ALL the money and get away from Singapore. Like i needa be away from Singapore for a long period of time or at least, some time. Never felt this way before but i guess i'll just end up losing it all someday. I can probably sit up all day just trying to come up with a love novel that's solely based on my life story. My life is like a drama. Those tragedy like dramas.
Never been a fan of reading but i surprisingly headed to the library today and got myself this love story book to read. HOPEFULLY I GET STARTED ON THE BOOK SOON! Wanna just distract myself from everything that's been happening. Call it running away but i've no better solution. I need a break from life, xx.