Things between Karthik and me are getting better and i'm loving how our conversations are back to how they used to be back then. But i'm definitely placing all my hopes on Jesus this time around. If it's meant to work out between us, it definitely would. I know how Jesus always wants the best for me. Starting work tmrw and i'm hoping my first day at work is gonna go smoothly. Nothing new to me since i alrdy know how a cafe environment is but still, i've a lot more to learn. Need the money, needa achieve something in life now that i've finally graduated from my diploma course. In your face people! TO ALL THE MOTHERFUCKERS WHO SAID THAT ITE STUDENTS OR DROP-OUTS CAN'T MAKE IT IN LIFE. TALK TO MY FUCKING HAND NOW.
Gonna hang in there no matter how tough this job's gonna get. Can't wait to further my studies though. Argh, why must i be 21 to enrol myself in the course related to Casino management or bartending, damn! 5 years in F&B and then maybe, off i go to pursue Law. 3:23am now and i gotta be sleeping. It's my last day to sleep in. Damn, stepping into the working life for good and i gotta be prepared to stay goodbye to the social life, le sigh.
To side-track, Avalon on Friday night was pretty good. But Butter over Avalon anytime, heh! Damn, Deepavali's nearing and looks like Rumours is on the list for Deepavali ;) I NEED SOME ALCOHOL IN MY BODY LIKE RIGHT NOW. SOME GRAVEYARD PRETTY PLEASE ;) Ah fuck, i gotta shut it and sleep my Sunday away. Naaah, i shall wait for the boyf's call before sleeping. God, only i know how i struggled for the past few weeks without talking to the boy properly. Blame it on my ego. I needa put this ego of mine aside and start behaving like a proper girlf. And i also guess that it's time i let go of the past... i guess it's time. Maybe you're never coming back, maybe. I don't know how Jesus wants all this to work out but i know that he definitely has a better plan in for me, le sigh.
Ahhh, i kinda miss studying. All the nights i stayed up burning midnight oil. All the stress accumulated over weeks just for presentations. The crazy and awesome clique i have over at school. The stupid stuffs we do. The smoke breaks. Can i just relive the 8 months in SD'H all over again? I miss the clique, damn. The best clique i can ever get after Meowg :) Good times never last, le sigh. Can't wait for results to be out too! I WANNA KNOW HOW BADLY I FARED FOR ACCOUNTING, HAHAHA. Alright, shall end here and get myself something to do, xx.