I'm not gonna harp on the same old issue again, i'm seriously sick and tired. I realize i've not been blogging on a regular basis ever since i started working. Away from work for the time being. Left Room coffee.bar because i've finally woken up from my dream and realized that i definitely deserve a better job, with a better pay. Interview with Park Royal on Pickering street on Wednesday, keeping my fingers crossed. I really want this job kinda badly. All because i'll get to work with Lawrence. Ahh, i miss the awesome bunch from school! :<
Anyway, today is the freaking last day of the year 2012. Frankly speaking, i'm not looking forward to 2013. A brand new year but the same ol' shit, again. That's fo' sho as hell! Ah, enough. This year, like any other year, had its ups and downs. But this year was definitely way worser than any other years. I'm not gonna pray for 2013 to be problem free or anything. I just want a better year, more strength to fight on and win this struggle.
On the other hand, 2012 hasn't been that bad where my studies were concerned. I dropped out from ITE College West and got myself into SD'H Institute. Got myself the most awesomest bunch to hang out with - Fathiirah, Lawrence, Shahidah, Suhaila and the rest! I swear they're the best bunch of friends i could ever ask for :> I thank a few of them for (always) being there for me especially Fathiirah and Lawrence. I still remember that night and that heart-to-heart talk. What more could i ask for? :)
Also got the chance to bond more with my bitch! I'm glad this year brought me closer to some people whom i've not been that close with. I swear i love this bitch. Thanks for always understanding me and putting up with ALL my nonsense, haha. And my bff! How could i miss out that boy. I know he's not gonna be reading this but damn, i miss that boy like fuck and argh, i wanna meet you soon idiot!
A lot has happened this year. Meeting some mafucker who thinks he's a great player when infact, he's a loser with a capital L. Getting to know Karthik, going on and then breaking up. Getting to know Lenges but losing contact because of some issues. Having David Suren back in my life (For good or not, idk.) Having him come and go. Getting to know some other assholes who definitely have made me a lil stronger and a bit more nasty. All in all, 2012 has taught me many lessons.
I don't know how different 2013 is gonna be. All i ask for is for him to be back in my life again. I just wanna start all over again with him. I can't fall in love with anyone else just like that again. It's not gonna be easy. I don't need anyone else, just him would be more than enough. I know i need to move on instead of always thinking about the past but it's not easy, it's not.
Things are gonna get better with Him around :) I know, this year Jesus has better things in for all of us. I hope that my application for the degree program overseas would also be approved. Keeping my fingers crossed, heh!
Gonna be out partying and welcoming the new year (i swear i'm tired of this but i've no choice, for the sake of celebrating i reckon.) Tired of setting resolutions every single year and not following them so no resolutions this year! With this, i end the last post of this year! Goodbye 2012, hello 2013! XX.