It was just the 23rd yesterday and i'm glad i didn't break down. I'm glad i made it through the 23rd without crying and without getting all emo for once. I might be just pretending to be all fine but i'll rather keep it this way than start crying and doing shit over something that has probably long ended. Anyway relationship issues aside, one of my bff is officially an Army regular now. I'm pretty sad but happy for him! I'm gonna be an emo kid if he has to go for deployment because i treasure my 2 bffs more than anyone else :') Thanks Lord for giving me such awesome friends to get me through whatever i face in life.
AND I MISS DINESH A LOT. It's been over a month, coming two now since i last met him and i swear i miss that boy and our nonsense a lot. He better be meeting me soon! And damn, i'm stressed over work issues because it's pretty tough to find a proper job with a stable income and a friendly environment. I pay a lot of attention to the environment rather than the pay and it saddens me to know that i can't find a proper job with both good pay and good environment. Oh well, a couple of interviews for the next few days and we shall see where this takes me.
12:24am and i can't sleep as usual thanks to this mafuckin' bad cramps. I NEEDA SERIOUSLY CONSULT A DOCTOR ON MY INSOMNIA ISSUE. This is troubling me like fuck. I hate how i can't sleep till 7 or 8 in the morning. It pretty much sucks especially when i land myself in jobs where the schedule starts as early as 7am in the morning. Oh well, may Lord bless me xx.
Gonna end here because i can't stand this cramps anymore. Shall update more when i've the time xx.