† RIN▲XV▲LENTIN▲

Everytime i blog it means that something has happened. A lot has happened and i'm still trying to digest every single  news i'm getting right now. Poovan is kinda back and he's all like he misses me and shit. Yeah, i did miss you but not to the extent that i want you back in my life. Maybe as a friend but nothing more that because i know whom i love now and he's all that i probably ever need. I just want everything to go well because..i've fallen so hard for him. And then there's Earwin and Dev. I'm pretty worried about how everything is gonna go and it's not really about choosing the one or whatever. I'm more worried about the rejection part. I mean, yeah, i've never been through rejection and i never would wanna go through it but i'm sure it sucks like hell especially when you muster the courage to finally confess only to end up being rejected.

Leaving all that aside, Prakash turned out to be the asshole like i imagined him to be. Told ya, my instincts were spot on! But i don't even give a fuck bruh. Who the hell even loved you? NOT ME FO' SHO AS HELL. I'm sorry but i can't stand a guy who stops me from drinking, clubbing, smoking and even staying out late at night. I mean, i can cut down slowly but not totally get rid of it at just one go.. Ain't some saint here, just saying bruh. Stop tryin' to control your girlfriend just 'cause you're fucking insecure. How can you club and not expect your girlfriend to club? No, it just doesn't work that way. I'm sorry but i roll this way. The door is always open for you to fuck off if you don't like the way i am. I wasn't born to change for anyone. I'm the way i am, love me or hate me. I seriously don't give a fuck.

Oh yeah, so that's about it. I'm going through so much right now and i'm so glad my babe is by my side and of course, my lovely friends who are always there to lend me a listening ear even in the middle of the night at 3am. I'm so thankful for the awesome bunch of friends i've gotten :) Praise the Lord. 

12:25am and i'm already kinda near there to just knockout on my most comfortable bed with the aircon switched on. The haze is so mafuckin' bad. I hope the haze settles down and everything gets back to normal soon. Long post aye? Side track, side track. Heh. Anyway shall end here. Till next time, xx.