Recently a lot has taken place and one paragraph ain't gonna be enough to describe my happiness. The happiness i have now is beyond words. It's strange to how the 23rd actually used to hold bad, bad memories but now all i know is the 23rd once again changed my life and this time around i just know, nothing ain't going wrong because i finally believe that i've found my other half, my soul mate. I ain't lettin' go, i ain't givin' up. I'm fightin' all the way for my love this time around because this love didn't come easy. After almost 18 months, i'm feeling the love. I've finally learnt how to love again thanks to this one person who entered my life most unexpectedly.
I thank Lord for putting me through the struggles to make me realize how beautiful love is, to make me realize how wonderful the feeling is to be loved truly by just one person who entered your life in the most unexpected manner. I thank nature for making me appreciate this love even more, for making me love this one person more than anyone or anything else. I thank Lord for sending me the best creation of his, for sending me one of his angel down to guide me and love me through this journey of my life. I thank Lord for giving me the strength through this love. Definitely i do thank my babe for letting me know this one guy. It was most unexpected. Maybe, if she had not called this guy down to meet her, i wouldn't have gotten to know such an awesome person and i would have definitely missed this love. Thanks love!
I don't know how to put our story into words. It just happened, it just happened. I didn't expect him to fall for me. I didn't expect to fall for him. I was scared to love, i was scared to lose it all again. I forgot the feeling of being loved but he made me feel loved again. He taught me how to love again. And i'm loving him more and more each and every second. I never believed in the term "soul mate" until he came into my life. I just appreciate everything i have in my life now. I just appreciate the smallest thing he does for me. I just appreciate the few hours he's willing to spend with me everyday even though he's tired after work.
I don't wanna lose this ever, no way in hell. The day i lose him is the day i'd stop breathing. I consider him more important than my life. I'm loving him with everything i have and i don't wanna lose this ever, no. The 23rd holds pleasant memories and i want this to continue every single month till the day i stop breathing. I want us to create great memories together. I can't promise you anything but i promise you my love till i die. I love you, sweetheart. Thanks for entering my life :)