Wow, it's been so long since I blogged. Well, blame it on the fact that I've got no time. Always out at night and my laptop is sleeping every single day. I just hope it doesn't die before I get my new iPhone. I wanna transfer over all my date to an iPhone so badly so that I can get back a particular audio file back but damn, I've to wait till I settle into a proper admin job. My health just screwed up so badly on me until I had to leave my job in Cisco. I don't know whether to be upset or happy about it. But I'm kinda relieved that i'll be working based on a normal shift from now onwards and that also means, I don't have to stay 2 nights without seeing my hero. It's kind of a torture for me especially after seeing him everyday for 7 months straight. Not a day goes by without seeing my baby boy.
I just hope this love doesn't fail on me. I'm really afraid I'd be left alone if anyt happens between us. It's a fear which I have everyday and it never fails to scare me. I love him way too much and I can't afford to lose him or my love this time around. I'll seriously die without him. That's how bad it is and this shows how dependent I am on him and how attached I am to him. It's a strong bond that we share and I hope it lasts till I breathe my last.